[She was just going to leave his Nattensfest present at his door, but she hasn't delivered it yet when she gets his.]
[She does still want space. It feels horribly like the early days of her relationship with Roland, when she was trying to avoid him and he was starting to look for her. It feels like she's avoiding him for the same reason: because she's angry, yes, but mostly because she knows that if she stops being angry, she'll stop staying away, and loving him feels dangerous. She doesn't want to open herself up to grief again.]
[Unfortunately, it's hard to be angry when she unwraps his present, and when she sees all the effort he's put into it. She messages him a little while later.]
they fit perfect. did ye make them?
oh and i've a gift for ye too. it's not as special but i'll drop it off later.
<carelesslove>
[She does still want space. It feels horribly like the early days of her relationship with Roland, when she was trying to avoid him and he was starting to look for her. It feels like she's avoiding him for the same reason: because she's angry, yes, but mostly because she knows that if she stops being angry, she'll stop staying away, and loving him feels dangerous. She doesn't want to open herself up to grief again.]
[Unfortunately, it's hard to be angry when she unwraps his present, and when she sees all the effort he's put into it. She messages him a little while later.]
they fit perfect. did ye make them?
oh and i've a gift for ye too. it's not as special but i'll drop it off later.